New Journal

Ok i have a myspace blog
but i believe that it is becomming
popular (people are acually looking at it)
so i decided to create a new lj.
Just in time for the new year.

Yea the new year is sucking.
New years eve was gonna be funn
but my lans fell through at the last minute.
This always happens. I never have a
happy new year. For as long as i can
remember the start of the new year has
always been terrible. I tell this to others,
they feel badd & then i tell them that it's
ok. i've gotten use to it. it's not a big deal.
that's what i always say but i dont mean it.
it's really hard trying to do everything
on your own but i done it for nearly 16 years
so why should i stop now? i dont know
everything is just getting harder.
i cant do it alone any longer.
(finnish later)